has been a 'special' year for me, to say the least
about 6 months ago I physically started with the entire gender process, and it has been going with ups and downs, literally.
found a couple of part time temp. jobs, one better than the other.
finally got myself to start with a diet as well (hasn't been going as well as I wanted but I blame the holidays for that, that and the fact my parents got the idea to get a new kitchen so making my daily salads became a struggle).
Haven't been as active as I used to be on Enjin but eh, maybe that'll change in 2018, maybe not, who knows?
made a few new friends, lost a few good friends. But that's life I guess.
I know I should have stayed in more contact with certain special people and I feel guilty for not talking to those few specific people as often as I should have. (you know I'm talking about you if you're reading this).
Plans for 2018? not many since all the plans I make somehow get messed up anyway by other stuff.
Something I'll certainly do is officially change my name irl, wanted to do that a few months ago but I was told to wait until january 2018 because there will be a new law that allows you to change it more easely (yay).
Went on a shopping spree today.... got myself a Logitech G402, logitech G105, Wacom Intuos Comic Black and a new mousemat.... I may have spend too much but it was worth it.
-My old razer mouse was 5 years old.
-My old keyboard had too many keys that didn't work properly anymore
-Never had a mousemat before, I've always used my old graphics tablet as a mousemat
-since my stylus of my graphics tablet saw too many corners of my room it stopped working so I needed a new one.
I hope I can start drawing soon or later with this tablet, and now I just need to get used to the new mouse and keyboard.
About a week ago I went to the hospital for a check on how things are going for me, hormones, name change etc... have been there for 4 hours. nothing too special.
Besides the change I'm going through, I finally got myself to start with a diet.
Something I'm quite proud of myself as I was never able to start with a diet in the past 21 years. now it has been 2 weeks since I started with a diet and I've lost 3 - 4 kg in those 2 weeks just from eating salads for lunch. and the more I eat those salads, the more I like em so that's a +
I hope I can start to do physical excercises and lose even more. My goal is set on 100kg (and trust me, that is for someone like me a difficult goal)
Destiny 2 has taken over my life.... ever since it has been released, I have played nothing else but Destiny 2, literally
Finished the game in less than 48 hours (about 12 hours of actual gameplay and did all the side missions before I did the final mission), and started with a new character this afternoon.
I Will start with a 3rd character soon, but it'll use that one for steaming (it'll be with the Titan). The stream will be recorded as well and the recording will go live on the YT channel of Abyssal Gaming
whenever you see the military walking around on the streets, they're supposed to give a safer feeling because they're supposed to protect or prevent... whenever I see them walking around I no longer feel safe.... gives me the feeling something is about to go down......