It's amazing when your psychologist tells you, you may need to go and see a psychiatrist....
last few weeks have been emotional, difficult, depressing, involving a LOT of crying, and streaming in the hope to get my mind of things, and now life doesn't even allows me to forget about all the pain... haven't been able to stream for a few days... I hope I can pick it back up tomorrow
3 more days before I go to England for the 1st time (well technically second time but, the 1st time I was 3 yr old so I can't remember anything of it).
I am so stoked to see England. The rain from the last couple days is probably making everything green again so when I get there, I want to be able to smell nature and see it in it's most beautiful form
Found out today when I was talking with my psychologist, there is a hospital closer to the one I usually go to for my transition, that also offers most operations, and the waiting list is instead of 2 years, only 2 months
I am going to try and convince my parents in the next couple weeks to let me take certain operations.